not a freshie not a freshie...
i'm kind of late, i couldhave done this at 12:30 when i got home..but ohhhhhh well...
stephie wrote a recap type thing i want to too because i want to remember all the strong points!!!
it was good and bad at the same time, good most of the time at school bad at home..but i liked it. (the good definetly outweighs the bad, i think) lets see...went out with taylor..broke up with him for jeremy, went out with joey witles, broke up with him for jeremy, went out with brett, broke up with him for jeremy..FINALLY go out with jeremy, he shatters my heart into 4238947457 peices..i cry in and out of school for weeks..met jacob becker, he's so great! he treated me really great during then and really like, understood me better than any other guy. i was bestfriends with megan carly and jessica..one day jessica and a bunch of people skip and go to her house and drink some abd break a jack daniels bottle..jess couldn't tell her mom that so her and cary blamed me, i denied it to her mom but then i tlaked to jessica and i told her mom i did it, because yeah i'd do anything for jessica, even ifthat was a shitty thing to do. so i wasn't allowed to hang out with her anymore, so we kind of grew apart but not that much..then i talked to chris arnold a lot in home ec and stuff and we started going out..no one thought it would last...around christmas time megan and i got in a LOT of fights..i mean a LOT..one time i was pmsing and we got in a fight and we ought like everyday after it, then like right at christmas we got in a HUGE one and didn't talk for a week, it wasn't the same for a long time. sincei couldn't hang out with jessica, i started hanging out with kaylyn again. we were brest(best) friends in 8th grade..so it's not like she was NEW or anything..carly got pissed because i started hanging out with katie and tori too and it was liek i was ditching her for them when that wasn't it at all, i'm allowed to have more than one bestfriend. i'm allowed to have more than 2 and 3...so what the fuck..then because no one called anyone carly jessica and i didn't hang out as much, carly blamed me and was all liek amanda i dn't consider you my bestfriend anymore..and neither does jessica...what the fuck is that i mean seriously..who does that to people? treating them like shit..hmm we got in a lot of fights though..so whatever..i still considered her one of my bestfriends..and jessica..because i don't treat people like carly does..and i love them! then i met tyler!!! at woods when i was with kaylyn tori and katie..and we hit it off like woAh..and we talked so much and got a long so great..and we talked on the phone for 6 hours once we both pretended to be sick..lol..and i broke up with chris..i guess for him but then i thoguht abotu it a lot and it hurt..not being with him because i couldn't picture myself with anyone else but him..so i aksed him back out and we went back out the next day lol..i felt like shit for doing that to tyler though, tori and i got really close..pretty fast..oh choot i forgot to mention kayla back in the beginning..lol i met her in government, she was great and we got realllllly close. so yeah..what happened with megan after the fights and the not talking thing..we weren't close at all anymore..but she was still my bestfriend..she always will be one of them..she knows so much about me and i know so much about her it would be too hard not to be friends. lol if that makes sense? one time i was over kaylas..she pulled up stephanie's journal..hmm she told me a lot of bad shit about her..so like in first semester i always gave her dirty looks and shit..yeah i was a pretty bad person in 1st semester..ew one time in english we were playing some stupid game and brian kok was talking about me being anorexic or something and she stood up for me and the nshe was liek amanda is your team cheating or something and laughed and i was like -dirty look- and i turned away..lol ew i'm such a fucker..ummm yeah so jeremy and i started talkign again and he told me he had feelings for me..so i broke up with chris..(ew..i'm stupid) and yeah..second semester i met amanda bennett!!! she's the GREATEST girl from south..i love her lol..jeremy asked me out..and jacob askedh er out on the same day..and it was all so f'ing great...i was so happy..i'm sure i wrote about it somewhere. while we were going out nothing could get me down.nothing..then he broke up with me again. i didn't really talk to anyone..and i cried a lot..not as much as the first time..but yeah.. :( and jacob broke up with amanda..not good not good...i got ok grades first semester then second semester started and i failed english and gym..and got d's in three classes, and a b in biology. 4th marking period..i failed english and gym..one d one c and 2 b's! i brought them up a lot i guess...sort of..ALMOST three months ago, i talked to stephanie!!!!! I'm SOO happy i did!!!!!! I LOVE STEPHANIE RODRIGUEZ. i also met chris weber this year..he's one of my best guy friends too..lol. i love him!! stephanie and i had like a little thing on our first month where i wrote her a poem and she wrote me one lol it was good...my birthday was SOOO MUCH FUN. not that i had a party or anything, just school that day was fun. i was supposed to have ATS but i was like fuck no, not on my birthday. and i got presents and stuff!!! w00t! did i forget to say that my closest friends are now megan stephanie kaylyn tori kayla laura and katie? amanda too, but we don't liek do anything with eachother out side of school..she's so sweet..awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww amanda!!! we had such great times in english and biology..and it's time for ms bury to not be a bitch all the time..and ms fenner to die because she ois so messed up..and ms flowers and ms procaccini to get fired because they are the worst teachers ever..everything i know in english is because i went to a website and decided i wanted to actualyl learn it. the only thing i learned in her class was the..you and me you and i thing.it's good when you can prove a junior and sophomore wrong when you are a freshman..anywaysss......stephanies birthday was good times..i started liking chris a few weeks ago..some little drama with katie..today yesterday and wednesday were finals..i blew off three of them.. the english one spanish one and gym..i tried on the other ones. chris likes me! i kissed him today finally!! i guess that is the end of school...lol..i would write about home..but this is ass long. so bye!!!
matt willie and david were cool in gym too, even though they made me look bad because they participated and i didn't